how does my mind work?

as i was leeching in the noobsters underground i got a pm last week regarding my innactivity on the board.:f-spank: i tried to explain that things were just not right for me at the moment, so i wasn't able to concern myself with posting stuff. strangely enough, after some red wine and coffee there was a rush and i put myself together.
this winter was full of crap for me. first of all, there was almost no snow around here, so i had to travel 400 km for a week just to feel the board under my feet. then, some people i trusted just backstabbed me, so i lost (for the 492.632nd time) all faith in human race. "felt before but it never hurt like this"
after the PM exchange with majorhan (THANX!) i realised that this year doesn't look so bad at all. in february i spent a great weekend alone and lost in budapest (i was there mainly for the Van Gogh Exhibition), felt in love with that city, so i'll get back there on april 14 for a roger waters concert. then, i'll get to see jan garbarek twice this year and Dee Dee Bridgewater once,here in romania, pearl jam in poland, and most of all, my dying bride, the band i was yearning to see live since 1994. they decided finally to come here in june. this will be like dream come true. i will spend my summer holiday in scotland for a week. and, last but not least, i will get a new car in may. not crappy at all actually:)
so this was a story about how a web community can help... even if it happens once a year. thanx again :whogivesafuk: now i know not everything is perfect, but at least, that black veil is off my eyes

just wanted to cuddle

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that's a relief boss. now i can go to work:bluntsmile:

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I didn't know what to say so I clicked on a bunch of smilies..

People do suck my balls! I agree. It is one thing about trust, I have never liked: backstabbing, lying, or taking advantage of a situation. I must extend trust to peeps hoping they return it. Some do, most don't. Fuck 'em right in the ass. Never forget who they are and what they did. Keep those who respect you and respect what you doing close.

Noobsters.com for me has evolved into my support group. I have turned it into my new addiction, giving up on some old ones. Yes, you all are reading this right. My days of drinking and smoking nugz are in the past.... mmmm....nugz.... oh sorry, back to the point: Enjoy things which are presented to you, and be humble in accepting them for what they are. Change the things in life to what you want... be free, have fun, and screw some hotties, if I can make some $$$ along the way, it would be nice...

SPARTA!!!

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